My Day (one at a time)


Today was better than I imagined it would be.

I had an all day job to London, and we got lost on the way home. My passenger, a young lad from a private school was a really good laugh and totally cool about it. For some reason I couldnt get past Farnborough, Reading and Guildford… I’m calling it the guildford triangle, as there is nothing there, but you cant get out.

My phone has been ringing all evening. Calls about jobs, calls about gossip, calls about junk. It’s been nice to have other things to focus on. As so many of you have said to me, it just takes time. Thanks by the way for being so patient, you guys have been a godsend.

Yesterday was my fathers birthday, he is now 74, bless him. He had a pace maker put in last week, and mum was really worried until my friend Lynne told us pacemakers are as good as the energiser bunny. He’ll go on for years now apparently. But when we went for the pre-op and they told us all about it, mum had to ask how sensitive they are. You aren’t supposed to bang them see, but when dad snores, mum hits him til he stops! The doc said to hit him on the leg next time. lol.

It was strange not having her next to me as we played quiz board games, but she never liked them much anyway.

Thats me done for the day. The grief has kicked in for sure now, but I wont give in to it. We all make choices about how we feel. I so im gonna feel ok from now on. And one day soon, I wont have to try.

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~ by eggplantinspace on May 10, 2008.

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